Unaware of the mistake that brought her grief and sorrow
She was rejected by those who love her
Her mind like balloon garland of many thoughts
Confusion trails her
The scar is anew in mind’s screen
And her pillow is wet all night
Grief has kept on knocking on her door
Anxiety has torn her clothes
And my heart is ripped apart
Nobody to share her broken heart with
Wedding cord is unheld
And the cordless bond had pain in its citrus juice
No blessing is tied to this cord
And the shame I dwell in steadily keeps my heart to the kids unborn
Pregnancy out of wedlock, a taboo in her clan
She toiled all day in bulged belly
Born into a land of flesh, the fetus doubled
The pain of raising the kids have stiffened her heart
She sleeps and her heart’s awake
Who will raise the kids with her?
Agonized by her mistake
And driven out in the second trimester
In cold and no roof over her
She toiled to feed the joy
That gladdens her heart
If her parents were alive
Fate would have smiled
Mother’s love would be like the chess queen protecting the chess Kings unborn
Hatred surged in the heart of those who should have loved
How would she feed the kids?
Misery piles up in her heart
The cross l bear is to care for my kids
My womb was a house that kept them warmth
There is no roof to keep them warmth again
Belly buttons tended in ignorance
The love of my kids is an undying flower
That grows in my thought
I love my kids with all heart
